whispers of silence

Lay in archives, I whisper the silence of your absence.







Where have you gone….???


The open sky to raise my smile, when I was child….


The mornings, running to hug the cheers and echoes


Liberated from responsibilities…


The neat and tidy envelop of my school books…


The writings helping me stood with a proud ….


Busy chatting in class, mischief to be punished….


Tossing the school bags with careless whispers…


The warm welcomes and the hot food when am back from the school…


Laziness and resulted shouting from you … dad…


The demands irritating you at times yet fulfilling all my wishes…


Never allowing my eyes to burn with tears….


The CHOCOBARS at midnight, even in cold…..


The first movie I saw with you, I still remember “SOUND OF MUSIC”


alive in my memories…


Guiding me, the path to observe the humanity…






No words and no means,


Feeling your words at every step


Missing you dad…


(Dad, where are you, am still your small child, I dun wanna grow up)






I lay in archives…..and I whisper the silence of your absence…

Thanks

Doctors and Nurses, gaze me



The ejecting blood and the pain…


The feeling hard to sustain


The agony bursting yet keeping up the smile to clam dear ones…






The failure of first major operation jeopardy my existence…


The midnight of disaster, tears and whispers,


Unawake and unaware, unconscious trying to structure the happening.


Remembering those awful days,


Lay on the hospital bed, helpless


7 days without a drop of water,


Artificial vein pushing the fluid to keep me alive…


Drugs and meds, the vicious smell all around me, killing me soft…


Burning desires and anger to runaway from the present


Punishing me more


Just wishing my lungs to regenerate the energy,


Desperate for the glimpse of the beautiful sunrise…






Even describing makes me shiver, the fight for existence I fought through...






Wish of the almighty and my karma, the prayers and wishes


Keeping me alive…






Thanks to all,

EYES & SMILES

Thy smile and thy whispering eyes,



Depict your immortal inner beauty


Thy eyes eager to soft tone thy naughty thoughts


Thy smile mirror the beauty of this mischievous being you


Envelopes me within yourself and I embrace your soothing soul


In the shadow of your smiles and the blink of your eyes


I sleep like a baby to be pampered by your tender heart


“Whispering clouds and the rain drops,


Taking me to the other world, I close ma eyes, hold ma breath


……and you fill ma moments with your fragrance….

NAKED TRUTH - AN OPEN RAPE ON HUMANITY

Love to the CHAIR & POWER is a huge threat to the whole human race, say it be AFRICAN politics or any on this universe. The way this politicians behave is a curse to all of us and the pity is that we are the one who have elected and given them the chair which they are now using it to eradicate others to fulfill their own desires.







If we look at a broader view, we can notice that each and every other country around the globe is facing huge humanitarian crisis, say it food, water, pollution, population, fossil fuels, monetary requirements, and above all ethnic.






After AFRICA its MIDDLE EAST now, raging for reforms, people on streets with a perception to change tomorrow.






I wonder if Mr. Obama, after wining election on a note of CHANGE ever actually was / will be successful in bringing change. He is  choked with the same selfish and ill PENTAGON mentality, no wonder if CHINA overcomes and start ruling USA openly in near future.






We human do need a change from the corrupt system of all MAJOR entities around the globe sucking humanity at each discipline.






The time has come when we really need to awake ourselves for the better future of the next generation.






I was just reading a report on GLOBAL issues concerning COTE d’IVOIRE AND LIBYA, its like an open rape of humanity and the world is just looking onto it with no firm action to save the skins of people suffering with huge crisis, dying without food and medical attention.






As they say the WEST is behind OIL, makes me furious to ask then why we have UN, they are all in a war without knowing the ground fact / OR blindly ignoring the facts for their own interests.






Even if one can justify the war on Libya is on humanitarian grounds, the world does not believe and probably not the reason why it’s actually being fought. The WEST is simply not at all bothered about civilian lives. It’s a HYPOCRACY AND DOUBLE STANDARDS OF WEST which is helping brutally murder the human race. (If they at all are interested help HUMANITY then why they are silent on issues with YEMEN & BAHRAIN)






The SECRET DEALS within nations to fulfill their own power enthusiasm is taking us no where.






LETS UNITE & BRING REVOLUTION AROUND THE GLOBE TO SAVE THIS HUMAN RACE FROM THIS ILL AND CORRUPT LOVERS OF CHAIRS LOOTING US TO CRY FOR SAVE.

LEMONS

STRENGTH



WEAKNESS


OPPORTUNITIES


THREAT






We all come across this word in our day to day life, yet we do try to either hide or runaway from it.






WHY? Subject changes and also disciplines with the subjects.






We need to understand LIFE first, before we head to SWOT.






I went to a grocery store to buy LEMONS, in one basket the grocer had kept lemons nicely decorated and in the other one they were just randomly kept. I was confused as which one to buy? Then I decided to ask the grocer and he was of the opinion that I should go for any.






I was again confused and my mind started boggling with thoughts as follows.






• If I buy the nicely decorated LEMONS and if they were not sweet then???/


• If I buy the one from random and they might turn out good one then??






THIS is LIFE, and here comes SWOT. I am yet to decide which one to go for so I thought to get advice from people who can guide me.






A person always keeps himself well presentable but he is not smart. (OF WHICH WE DO NOT KNOW)


A person who always is scruffy but he is a scientist.






Again here comes SWOT. To decide WHO IS THE BEST






We all need to do SWOT at times irrespective of situation but we do not. The simple reason is we are afraid of our own self. We do not like to face mirror when we are untidy but never ever give a second thought as to why we are untidy or if we will face mirror in that situation then what will be the outcome.






Every human being has his own STRENGTH, WEAKNESS, OPPORTUNITIES AND THREAT.






We can simply identify them just by sitting with our own self and exploring our own wisdom.






And when we start facing the mirror the NAKED TRUTH of being us comes out.






It’s a very simple equation as 1+1=2 but we make 1+1=11 and create a whole lot of problems.






We never think about negatives and minus points within our own self and just start playing blame game for everything going wrong with us.






Shall we ever be able to do SWOT of our own self to decide which LEMON to go for???






(LEMONS ARE ALWAYS SWEET, PERCEPTION & VISION IS WHAT REQUIRED TO BE AND TO BUY THE BEST)

wondering

da smiles,....da choclates,....da bells ringing,.....
late nights,...sleeping in dreams,.....
just awaken with closed eyes,....
desires burning,....
yet unknow, unaware,
crazy , cranky at times.....
music....blossoming,
roses.....playing.....
yes....
da heart,...god knows,...y it bells,...lost and yet close to all thoes dreams.....
is it love....???


WONDERING :)


LOOK AT YOUU,.....YOU ARE MAD
LOOK AT YOUUU,..... SENSITIVE AND YET ROAMING IN WILD GARDEN...
LOOK AT YOUUUUUU,....SAYS GO AND ASK HER,....
LOOK AT YOUUUUUUU,.... SAYS ITS YET NEW ,. JUST HOLD....
LOOK AT YOUUUUUUUUU,..... AM NOT MYSELF.......
is it love...??


WONDERING :) :) :)


yes,....am lost in sweet choclates,....
yes,...am lost in smiles....
yes,...am lost,....in thoughts


may be,...am in love.....
yet


:( WONDERING ,....":) :) :) :) :)


(THERS ALWAYS SMILE ON DA OTHER END OF ..... WONDERING, ARENT WE ALLLLL)

CRY

Incarcerated by do’s n don’ts, I



CRY for my save…






Paths of extremism, chocks my air and I


CRY for my save…






Winds and cheers bordered by fundamentalism


Fly of the birds clogged by dry lands


Sword to unearth the souls in brutal pain






Fascisms of the erroneous interpretation of the aged scriptures


The wounds incarnating the ugly truth of ritual disbeliefs






Strained to bow down at an edge of the cannon


Tied by the invisible races of hierarchy






Forever trembling with the next form of wild hurricane chopping me in pieces






I CRY FOR MY SAVE

YOU .. ma angel

Let me decorate you on ma lips……



...you color me with your dreams


....you shadow me in your arms


…..you the spring of ma ocean


……portray you in ma dreams & the paint reflects your immortal beauty….


Beauty…


,,,of your heart


,,,of your soul


,,,of your being….


Shinning always, like a gem


Pure always, like a pearl…


Let me celebrate you in ma heart



…you enjoy me in your heart


….ma heart echo tender beats of your heart


…..I think of you and....the rain showers in my heart and embrace me with all your sweet memories






...in ma silence, you laugh


...in ma laugh, you whisper


...in ma whispers, you hide..






Your eyes, your smile fashion symphony


Your expressions craft rhyme and compose a song. .


Your vocal creates a feel of heaven. .


& I ballet the angels










"Read the silence of my heart.....or read the shines of my eyes....


they say.....


you are a life to me”






So






Let me unite with your soul

A HUMAN

A HUMAN… born naked to rejoice the existence



A HUMAN… rejuvenate with the first sip of the mothers milk


A HUMAN… the first step of the walk, the first sound of that beautiful word ….mom, And the laughter filling the echoes of silence, enlighten the shadows of darkness..


A HUMAN... Growing up with the love and affection of the mother and mother nature..


A HUMAN… taking the second step crosses the boundaries, boundaries where he was still loved, nurtured.


A HUMAN… so loved unaware starts his walk through the wild believing the roses are without thorns…


A HUMAN… with dreams of wisdom, walks the path of mirage …


A HUMAN… initiates coloring rainbows


A HUMAN… a philosopher within, an artisan approaches to learn the facts..


Understands the different colors of night….colors of daylight…. The facts dissolving the innocence in a glass full of red wine fashioned from a human blood…


The agony, the anger, arouse a cry, a shout,


… Thin glass breaks and drains the affection, evaporating the affluent aroma of being human...


Once a emperor of humanity, mortified sings the song & says….



LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL…. LETS TRY AND FEEL IT.

miles away

Miles away I embrace you in ma arms..



Miles away I recite your rhymes to feel close to you..


Miles away I think of you to shower my heart your eternal love..


Miles away I feel the pain of your eyes, staring the path my physic will emerge to take you wild..


Miles away I unfold the wind has come to me with your ambience of desperation..


Miles away I breathe you more make you feel the passion of love..


Miles away I hold your words in ma soul to cherish those moments..


Miles away I search for expressions of my poetry in your absence..


Miles away I search for ma heart in deserted remains..


Miles away I distance causes keeping us apart…